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My 1st time ever

    I was 18 years old. It was my first time ever. My name is josh miyahi. I was going out with my girlfriend, Ashley for around 7 months. We were crazy about each other but weren't too physical. We had never felt each other under are underwear or seen each other naked. I had only felt her over her bra. I had never seen her breasts either. She hadn't ever felt my cock. She was my 1st love and also 1st kiss. It was the same for her.
I am 5foot 10inches, fair skin, long straight black hair, light brown eyes, a decent body but hairier than most people at 18. All girls found me the most attractive guy our age but I didn't care I loved Ashley. She wasn't considered the hottest but to me she was. Her figure was awesome 34c-24-36. She had long black curly hair and had an awesome tan. She was kind pf short, 5 foot 3inches.
I was the loving kind of boyfriend. I did anything for Ashley. We had awesome time together and we were considered the golden couple. We went to different high schools. It was a big pain. But yet we did everything we could to meet each other.
It was Valentines Day. My Dad was away at Liverpool with my Mom. My house was empty. I knew we were going to have fun that night but I dint expect to loose my virginity. She told her parents she was staying the night at a friends place. She reached my house at 9:00pm that night. I had lit my room with 5 candles all around and 1 on my bed where there was a card I made for her and a stuffed toy.
I told her to come straight to my room. I was dressed in denim jeans and a white shirt. She was wearing a black skirt 2inches above her knees and a black backless top. As she walked into the room I was stunned as she looked beautiful. I told her
Josh: You look stunning!!
Ashley: Thank you…. You look great too…
Josh: Happy Valentines Day… I love you…
Ashley: Same too you… I love you too
Her eyes turned to the toy near me as I was sitting on the bed. She thanked me for it and put it on the side after a minute. She looked at me with those amazing eyes of her. Which were calling me to her. So I got up and kissed her on her lips deeply. I wrapped my arms around her waist as she kissed me back and put her hands through my hair. I pulled back and swept her of her feet and put her onto the bed. I lay down on top of her and continued kissing her. I could tell she wanted me to take her top of. So I slid my hands onto her neck and untied the top and took it of her body. She then started taking my shirt of as we kept on kissing. My lips moved from her lips down on to her neck. I knew she loved it. She softly cried out my name in pleasure. I started going lower as my shirt fell to the floor. From her neck I started kissing her on her bra. My hands were moving up and down her back and she was enjoying it. She then asked me to take her bra off. I started kissing her lips and with my right hand undid her bra strap. She then took it off herself. I slid my hands from her back onto her bare breasts for the 1st time. It felt incredible I squeezed her right breasts and played with her other nipple. I could tell she was scared but dint want me to stop either.

I stopped kissing her and moved down towards her breasts. I put my lips on her left nipple and stated kissing it and from kisses it turned to sucking on her nipple. She let out a slight moan and then I nibbled on it and she let out an even louder moan!! I slid my hands down on her ass cheeks over her panties and squeezed them. She wanted me badly I could tell. She grabbed my semi erect cock and undid my jeans I dropped them to my feet. She suddenly over turned me and I was below her. She slowly removed my boxers teasing me. I was soon naked in front of her for the 1st time. My cock began to grow into its hard full 7inches. I wasn’t that long but I was rather thick. I saw her eyes become bigger as she saw me for the 1st time.
She was a little shocked I felt. She told me it was bigger than she thought it would be as she grasped it. She then put the now fully erect cock in her mouth and sucked it. She wasn’t sure what she was doing but it felt amazing. Soon she got a hang of it and found rhythm and bobbed her head faster and fast. I kept crying her name out along with moans
Josh: Ashley… YEAH!!! Oh Baby don’t stop… keep going… ummmmmmmmmm.., Oh YES!!! OH ASH Oh BABY!! FASTER!!!... I’m going to cum!!....... OH YES!!...
(after cumin in her mouth)… That was so good!!
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Ashley: (after spiting the cum out) UMMM… it sure was… you taste great!! I want you to fuck me hard and I mean really hard!!
Josh: Are you sure?
Ashley: Yea… But be gentle at 1st… your going to break me…
Josh: Don’t worry… I’ll be gentle… let me get a condom 1st…
I came back from the medicine cabinet with a few condoms and I saw Ashley was only in her black tiny panties. She looked too sexy. I wanted her badly now. But my cock was really limp. She noticed it. So she came to me and removed her panties and she jumped on me and wrapped her legs around my waist and started kissing me. My cock was starting to rise again already covered in a condom. Soon it became as hard as ever and she felt it rub against her ass. She asked me to go inside her. So I laid her on the bed and positioned my self and very slowly entered my cock into her pussy. Soon I felt the hymen so I told that it was going to hurt her now and I rammed my cock into her. I removed it soon after to let the blood out. She was in a bit of pain so I waited. Soon she looked at me and told me to go back in so I inserted my cock in and out putting the entire 7inches of me inside her. As I began to pick up phase her moans became louder. She was crying my name out in pleasure. I slowed down the phase for a moment.
All of the sudden she turns us around and I’m on my back again. Now she was riding me hard and fast.
Josh: Yeah baby ride me hard!!
Ashley: Ahhhh!!! YES!! Oh Josh… Josh Josh Josh… OH FUUUUUCCCCCKKKKKK MEEEEEE!!!! YES YES YES!!! Don’t stop… PLEASE!!! Faster… Fasterrr!! AHHHH… YEAH!!! GOOOOOOOD… I’M Going to CUM..
Josh: YEAH!! So am i!!!
Ashley: Please don’t stop!!... OH YES!! JOOOOOOOOOOSSHHHHHHH!!!! FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCKKKKKKKKK YEEESSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I’m cumin!!!.... AHHH… UMMM… YES!!!
Josh: AHH... I’ve cum!!! That was too good!!
Ashley: It was perfect!!
Ashley lays on top of me panting away both of us exhausted jus lay there. We fell asleep like that. Next morning I woke up she was still sleep on top of me I put her on the side of me and washed up. I will never forget that night.

Blind Date

I've been blind since birth, and it didn't seem to matter too much as I was growing up, but on the day of my eighteenth birthday I was still a virgin and it got me thinking.
My name is Grale, by the way. I know, funny name, but my folks were into old cultures and I guess it dates back to some ancient dead time. I got some kidding at school, but as I matured into a 5 foot 7 inch, blond, woman with a well-defined waist, 38C breasts and hips to match, I could almost 'hear' the appreciative looks I started getting.
If you're not blind you probably don't pay much attention to sounds when you a hot guy walks past you, but believe me, you can tell a lot from listening ... a change of step, the 'creak' of a leather jacket as their head turns, or a sudden shift in breathing. Sometime, in a crowded train or a lift, I can even hear a shift up in heartbeat, when my chest brushes past some guy's arm or hand! In fact, that is what triggered off my very first serious sexual encounter, and the night I gave up my virginity.
Oh, I had some teenage fumbles in the park when I was going through puberty and the hormones were all over the place. But, fo some reason, the sighted boys seemed to think it was wrong to take the knickers of the 'blind girl', and I was too naive to be assertive. So all I got was a stray hand in my blouse, or sliding tentatively up my inner thigh. I did once manage to give my boyfriend a blow-job ... his cock was so smooth and hot as I felt my way onto it and I heard his breathing and his heart speed up as he reached climax ... but he pretty soon left me for a sighted girl who told him how handsome he looked and so I ended up, at my eighteenth birthday party, still a virgin, and hating it!
The party was in a local hotel, where I'd booked a room so I didn't have to travel home late at night, so after everyone had gone I made my way up to my room. A man got into the lift with (you can always tell a man, from the scent of musk, especially when they are sexually aroused) and I was feeling a littel frisky so I decided to flirt with him. I moved over and managed to 'accidently' brush my chest over his arm as I spoke to him.
"Excuse me, I'm blind, could you press floor 6 for me?", I said.
"Of course, young lady," he answered, with a deep gravelly voice that put this age around 45-50, "but it won't be any easier for me. You see, I'm blind too."
It was at this point that I heard the tell-tale sounds of arousal. His breath was quickening and I am sure I could hear a faint pounding from his heart. To cut a long story short, we got talking and I invited him back to my room 'for a coffee', hoping he would get the idea.
I think he did, because as soon as the room door closed, he moved towards me and asked if he could kiss me.
"Yes", I said, our faces so close together I could feel his breath on my cheek. Soon it was his lips on mine and his strong arms around my shoulders and waist.
It was only then that I had a chance to feel his body. As usual when blind people become intimate, there had been a lot of touching of faces up up intil then ... nothing sexual, just seein what each other 'looked' like. But now his touching was starting to stray from the 'safe' areas. I felt a hand sliding down my back to cup my soft, firm buttocks an another slid around my waist and upwards towards my breast, causing my nipple to stiffen involuntarily and push out through the silk of my blouse. All the while his lips and tongue were urgently working over my mouth, sending wonderful sensations through me. This was no naive schoolboy fumbling me in the park ... this was an experience older man who knew how to make a woman's body come alive.
My own hands were not idle. I quickly surveyed his upper body and then moved downwards to where I knew I would find a hard bulge in the front of his trousers. At my touch it jumped and his heart rate leapt another notch. Without sight to hamper us, all of our awareness was centred on those roving fingers. He seemed to linger on the slipperyness of my silk blouse, while I was enjoying the roughness of his wool suit. Soon we were both enjoying the soft smoothness of skin as we quickly removed each others clothing.
I moved him, step by step, towards the bed, and just as his mouth found its way to my nipples, now painfully ard and erect, our legs brushed against the bedcover and we fell, laughing onto the freshly turned-down linen sheets. I gasped at the sudden coldness but quickly recovered and pulled my unseen lover on top of me, knowing that this was the moment I had been waiting for.
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As he slid his firm, but surprisingly light body on top of me he hesitated and whispered, "Do I need protection?".
"It's okay," I replied, "now please fuck me, but be gentle, this is my first time."
"Are you sure," he asked, a sudden uncertainty in his voice, "we've never met before. How can a beautiful woman like you not have a boyfriend?"
"Yes, I am sure. All those sighted boys were just too damn scared to take me. But with you it's different. I can tell from your touch and the way you move that this is as special for you as it is for me." I opened my legs and let him sink between them, feeling his now fully erect cock nudging at my virginal pussy. "I want my first time to be special, for both of us."
"Oh, God! Where have you been all my life", he sighed, and slowly, gently pushed himself inside me, stretching me like my large collection of vibrators never had. (What, did you think I was naive, as well as a virgin? I knew what having a full cunt felt like, but now I was getting a real cock, and it was stimulating my body like an electric current!).
"Oh yes!," I moaned, " please take me hard and fast."
I wrapped my legs behind him and pulled to encourage him to penetrate deeper into my now soaking pussy, until I felt the harsh curls of his pubic hair crushed against my clitoris. The sensation was overwhelming, nothing in my plastic and steel toy cupboard had made me feel like this. First a tingle, deep inside me, then a warm glow flooding our across my abdomen and bouncing back towards he centre of my existence. As he picked up the pace, pounding into me with an urgent, but controlled rhythm, I felt my orgasm building.
"I'm coming!" I cried out, pushing my hips up against him at every thrust. That seemed to be all he needed, and with one final ram home he gripped me tightly, shuddered and let out a long, slow breath as his hot juices pumped into me, filling my cunt, and slipping out around his slowly shrinking cock onto the not so fresh linen sheets.
Slowly, we both came down from the high, and relaxed, him still lying on top of me, like a dead weight, making me feel safe and cared for. I relaxed my hand, only then realising how much my fingernails had been biting into his butt-cheeks.
"Sorry." I said, but he just buried his faced into mine and gave me a soft lingering kiss that seemed to last long after we both should have passed out from lack of oxygen.
Eventually, he lifted his head and slipped sideways from my body, letting his hand trail across my breasts, down over my stomach and brushing lightly across my swollen mound. A single fingertip moved over my clitoris and sent a fresh sockwave of feeling through me.
"Ooohh!", I cried, before subsiding into a murmur of pleasure. I reach out to return the compliment, and found his softening cock still twitching as if his orgasm had not finished and I realised that, though I was sure this was not his first time, it must have been a long awaited and much needed release for him. I was glad that I had given my virginity to a man who could appreciate the gift.
He stayed with me for the rest of that night, and we made love again, but slower, with less urgency, relishing the subtle sensations that only two blind people can share, uncluttered by sight and the ready judgements that seem to dog the lives of my sighed friends. As our hands and mouths explored each other, producing sensations of purest ecstacy, we learned to appreciated the senses we have.
Since then, I have had a few sighted lovers, but none who could match the sensuousness of my first real 'blind date'!

Virgin Anita

After Swati, I got another student in the same house who was pursuing her management studies. She is Anita (name changed). She is very beautiful like an angel. She had very fair complexion. Her figure stat is 34-28-36. I started her teaching BBA maths and dreaming about her to have sex with her.
I used to masturbate thinking of her daily. She didn’t know about my feelings for her. One day, I went to teach her. She was alone at home. I didn’t see anyone in her home that day. I was teaching her and looking at her boobs. Its neither very big nor very small. It’s a standard size. She wore a black legins which was very tight. I can imagine how fat her thighs and legs were.
She wore a white top and there was a tag-line “HONEY-BEE” on her boobs. Oh! What a line! I wanted to be a honey-bee to suck honey from her boobs. After sometimes, I asked her, “Are you alone?”. She said, “Yes. Why?”. I replied, “Nothing. I’m just asking.” She was very intelligent and I was caught by her.
She asked, ”Do you want to fuck me?”. I got stunned and said, “How do you know?”. She said, “I know. Coz I’m very beautiful. Everyone want to fuck me. When I go with a street, there are no such boys who don’t stare at me. But they are not that lucky to have me.” Then I said, “Well. May I know who is that lucky guy?”. She didn’t replied. Just smiled at me. I said, “What?”. She said, “Nothing.”
When a girl says nothing, that means there is something that they don’t want to express. I couldn’t control myself any more. I held her head from the back and kissed her lips. She was trying to push me back but hadn’t the strength to push me as I held her very tightly and continued kissing her lips. After a few minutes I stopped. What a taste of her lips! I can’t forget in my whole life.
The sensation of her lips were stuck to mine. I said, “Sorry. I shouldn’t do that.” She was very angry. Again I apologized to her. She didn’t say anything and left the room. After 5 mins or so she returned back and locked the door from inside. Then she stared at me and said, “You are the best kisser I had ever kissed. So……”
She didn’t finish her words and came to me and sat on my laps and said, “Let’s have sex”. I couldn’t believe my ears. I would have dreamt about her but to have her on bed its really a dreamtime. I pinched on my hands to test whether it’s a dream or real life. But its real! I felt a little bit pain on my hand. She said, “What are you doing? Why are you pinching on your hands?”
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Without a reply I closed her lips with mine and started licking her honeyed lips. I licked her lips for 10 mins and then licked her fair cheeks. It was so soft that I couldn’t stop. I licked her cheeks and face for 15 mins and when I stopped then her face was fully watered with my tongue. Then I unbuttoned her top and legins.
She was then in her black bra and pink panty. She was looking very sexy. I pressed her boobs over her bra. It was so soft that I continued pressing it. Then I removed her bra and panty. She hadn’t hair on her pussy and it was reddish in colour. Her boobs were very soft. I kissed her left boob and started sucking it while pressing her right one and vice-versa.
Her boobs were like a softy choco bar and very delicious. I was licking her boobs as long as I wished to do and was rubbing her vagina. Then I came down to her navel. Uff! its very exciting. It made me crazy. I licked each and every part of her belly. Its intoxicating. I licked it about half an hour. Then I moved down to her hotty thighs and watered it by my tongue.
She was enjoying my licking session. I was then fingering her pussy. She was moaning aaahhhhhhh! ufffffffffff! aaaauuuuuuuuuuu! coooommmmeeeeeeee onnnnnnnnnnn! lick it quickkkkkkk! oooooofffffffffffff! Then I started licking her pussy, the softest part of her whole body. It was like a bud and smelt like the fragrance of rose. She was virgin and didn’t have sex before.
So I licked her vagina more and more to charge her up sexually for intimation. I was tickling her pussy with my tongue and wriggled it inside her vagina. After 20 minutes, she reached to her orgasm and threw her pussy-honey to my face. I licked it completely with a great joy. How delicious her juice was! I wanted to lick more juices so I didn’t stop licking her vagina.
She was moaning loudly aahhhhh! ooooooffffffffff! pleasssseeeeeeee fuckkkkkkk! But I continued licking her pussy. When she threw her juices for the 3rd time then I stopped. I kissed her again and then she was ready to fuck. My cock was fully erected and I put it on her vagina. She was afraid as it was her 1st time. I kissed her and said, “Don’t worry. Everything will be fine.”
I pushed my cock to her vagina slowly. It was not going inside. Her pussy was very tight. Then I moved out my penis and fingered her pussy. After that again I inserted my penis into her pussy hole and started pushing gently. She was screaming very loudly ahhhhhhhhhhh! onooooooooooooo! nooooooooo! Within a few seconds I pushed my dick with a very hard stroke and I heard a very low sound came from inside of her vagina.
She screamed with her highest pitch aaaaaaaaaaaa! uffffffffffffffffffffffffffff! my gooooddddd! I knew that I broke her seal and felt proud to take the virginity of such a damsel babe. My penis was blooded by her and some blood came out of her pussy by my strokes. Then I fucked her very hard. She was screaming in the beginning but after sometimes she started enjoying the intercourse.
I fucked her asshole also. I fucked her 4 times within 3 hours and then threw my cum on her belly. Both of us enjoyed a lot. After that day, in each class we have oral sex. When she is alone then she calls me even now. I go to her room and fuck her with a great amusement. 

Naughty

My maths class is one that can be described as great... Every time I go into Maths I partake in my usual "What colour undies is Katherine wearing today?" game. One day sticks out in my mind more so than any other. I came into my maths room, sat at the back and watched Katherine enter the room, sit down, let her pants slip and present her pink panties to me. I wrote the results down and added them to my list of results as I did every day (it was a game a few of my friends and I would play) Katherine sat on the table next to me as usual and went through her usual yawn, stretch, fix pants routine which would every day turn me on beyond explanation. Anyways I was so wrapped up in sizing her cute stomach and panty, covered ass that I didn’t realize that my fly was undone and my usually hidden erection was set free. Katherine looked up, which caused me to quickly look down at my work to realize my boxer short covered erection was showing. I quickly zipped my fly up, a few seconds before Katherine spoke
"Blue boxer shorts... Ha! Ha! Ha!"
I froze... SHIT, she was onto me and she had seen me hard and ready. I made sure not to look at Katherine for the rest of that class. I then made my way towards my next class, still turned on by the thought of Katherine sizing up my crotch but I was feeling a little sick. Suddenly I felt a hand on my shoulder... IT WAS KATHERINE
"Hey Dan... I don’t usually do this but how about we skip this next class and I help you get rid of that erection of yours"
"Look Kat, I’m really sorry about, well you know"
"Don’t be Danny, now come on, you UP for skipping class?"
"Yeah, I only have English anyways"
Katherine and I headed down to the oval behind the school with evil intentions. Kat lead me around the back of the oval where no one could see us without us seeing them first and then having time to run off. She spoke
"You were very naughty looking at my ass in Maths... Luckily I didn’t wear a thong today or you would have split those boxers of yours. I’m going to give you what you want"
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Kat turned around, lowered her pants and lifted her panties with her fingers and moved them aside, revealing her perfect, little ass. She turned her head and looked at me over her shoulder and spoke
"Well go on, whip it out and blow your load… I told you I wanted to help you get rid of that stiffy there Dan"
I slowly unzipped my fly and poked my cock out through my boxers and took it in my hand and started rubbing up and down, with my eyes fixed on Kat’s ass. Kat then bent over and slid her panties down past her knees. She stood up straight and looked over her shoulder and took my cock in her hand and helped jerk me off, just inches away from her ass. I put my hands around her waist and then with both hands, played with her pussy as she continues to jerk me off. She placed the head of my cock in her ass, and continues to jerk me off
"Oh yeah Dan, cum in my ass"
I went dizzy and felt it rush on… BOOM. I remember groaning out loud to her laughing as I shot load after load of warm cum into her ass. She suddenly gave out a groan herself as she joined me in cumming. My cum covered her ass, and then poured out of her asshole and down the back of her legs. She pulled away and turned around, looking at me with cum down the front of my pants, and then looked at herself to see that she too was covered. We decided to take a towel each from the school hall and wrap them around our waists and run back to Kat’s home where she changed and gave me a change of clothes, belonging to her brother. We noticed that it was nearly bell time at school and that we had to get back and make an excuse why we left
We arrived back at school and delivered the story that Kat had been sick on both herself and me and that we went back to her house to change clothes. We got away with, ONLY because we knew the English head teacher personally. We were lucky, but let off. After school we both went back to Kat’s house washed the clothes we had dirtied earlier. Kat was full of evil that day as she picked up her video camera and positioned it at level to her bed. She pushed record and pushed me down onto the bed
"I hope you’re not camera shy... just relax and make sure you RISE to the occasion"
I sat back with my head on her pillow as she took my pants and boxers off. She then took my shirt off and picked the camera up and filmed me laying there without any clothes on. Knowing that she was filming this made me as hard as ever. She gave me the camera so that I could film her stripping before she stood before me totally naked and with a smile on her face. She told me to video tape her while she "sucked me off"
I sat up and filmed her as she wrapped her mouth around my cock and looked up at the camera. She started to bob up and down on my rock hard and ready cock and gave out little sighs of pleasure as I played with her pussy with my toe. I told her to put my toe inside her which she did and then went back to sucking me as hard as she could. I started to go warm, and then with a massive rush I unloaded. She opened her mouth as I continued to hold the camera and film her. She took a massive load in her mouth before rubbing cum all over her face for the camera. She pulled away from me and told me to film her as she masturbated
I stood up and filmed her as she fingered her pink pussy lips and played with her breasts. I zoomed in to her face as she gave out a loud yelp and bucked. She bucked three or four times and nearly hit the roof before going totally limp and falling back onto the bed. I laughed and told her she was a regular and that we should make more movies which she agreed to
Well time for a quick wrap up as that was the end of action for the night... Kat and I have made one other movie, depending on how this rated I might type it up… and we do plan on making another one… Every night I watch our little feature film and enjoy the experience over and over again as does Kat.

Harder and Deeper


my first time was amazing it feels sooooo good having a 8 inch COCK in you!!!uhhh im gonna cum juss thinking bout it.anyway it was at his house he 8 and i i have a pretty nice body 36CC tits and my measurments wer bout 36 26 34 anyway we were going out for a bout 2 weeks and we were making out in the living room.i was really wet and he was hard so after abut an hour i draged him to his parents bed.i told him to fuck me.and he just smiled and pushed himself on top of me.he started taking off my shirt and he unlatched my bra.as soon as he saw my tits he went crazy and started sucking and licking them i was moaning so loud it felt so good after about like 20 minutes he stoped i had like 10 hickeys all over my tits.i took off his shirt and started to unzip his pants i felt his hard big cock.he asked me to stroke it i did he was really really hard so we truened it to tha 69 and he licked my hungry wet cunt while i sucked his HUGE perfect dick.he came and i swallowed al of it.some of it was drippin off my chin though.the for play was over for him so he kept on teasng my pussy until i begged him to fuck me hard.i begged him so bad.until he said
"good bitch beg for my cock tel me how bad u want a fuck"
i started moaning as soon as he said it he spread me legs wide and started to push his cock into my dripping wet
cunt i started screaming i told him to fuck me as fast and as hard as he could so he did i was screaming an moaning

"ohhhhh SHIT FUCK FUCK ME UHHHHHHHHHH HARDER HARDER PUSH IT DEEPER UH UH DEPPER I WANT U TO PUSH IT SOOOO DEEP YOUR BALLS R UP AGAINS MY ASS "
HE FUCKIGN SHOVED HIS BIG DICK IN ME SOOOOO HARD
i was bouncing on it all 9 inches were in me it felt so good he jackhammered my pussy for about nan hour while i was scraeming for him to fuck it hard.i came bout 3 times and he came in me about 3 also it was soooooooooooooo good feeling cum in my pussy.it was so much that it spilled out of my pussy i licked it up and sucked his dick one last time .ive fucked a lot of guys but he was the best fuck out of all of them .ill never forget the way he FUCKED MY PUSSY.im using a dildo on myself right now and pushing it harder and deeeper in me just thingking about it

UHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I JUST CAME
FUCK BIG THICK FAT DICKS R SOOOO GOOD TO FUCK


UHHHH FUCK FUCK FUCK IT DEEPER!!

New school

When I heard the first call of "cocksucking slut" from across the quad I cringed. Quickening my pace I pretended to ignore the group of boys as they laughed uproariously, howling and jeering, adding 'ass-licker' and 'cum whore' to their shouted invectives. I felt my face redden, imagining their pointed fingers as they identified and ridiculed me to the campus.
I bristled with anger at myself for giving in, because I'd known what would happen. Just like my senior year at high school! When I'd discovered boys, finally, I'd gone a bit...overboard. I'd not been allowed to date till I turned eighteen, and when I got off the ranch, I got way off. My first party I'd enjoyed six different boys in my mouth and pussy. That got me invited to a lot of parties, fast. But within weeks I earned a reputation in the school, and the jeering and humiliation afterwards quashed the thrill of taking multiple boys in a night.
It didn't stop me, of course. I kept going to parties, sucking every cock I could get my hands on, fucking like there was no tomorrow. Because I promised myself that there would be no tomorrow, that after high school my wild days would take a back seat and I'd concentrate on my studies.
So I'd selected a college where no one I knew was going, giving me a chance to start over. I swore off the gangbangs and cock trains and kept to myself, resisting the urges I felt when I heard girls talking of the wild parties.
Until this weekend.
I'd broken my promise to myself with unmitigated abandon. I'd gone to a frat party at the Sigma house, and after two beers, two freaking beers! I had ended up in one of the rooms with three guys, sucking them all off, losing myself to their cocks. And then the train had started. One after another they fucked me, pussy, ass and mouth, sometimes two or three at a time, laughing as I got my fill. Everything I hadn't done since high school graduation I did in that room. Facials, ass licking, double penetration, cum eating, you name it, I did it. And I loved every second of it. I came like a machine, over and over, begging for more, voracious and insatiable.
And now I paid the price. I knew it would be only a matter of days until my name was spoken in whispers of sneering disapproval. I was the campus whore.
Just like high school. I grimaced and trudged dejectedly to class.
It was several days later, in my dorm room studying, when there was a knock on the door. I considered not answering. It was either for my roommate, who was out, or it was one of the seemingly endless trail of guys inviting me to their parties, assuming I'd be the easy tail for them and their friends. I ignored the knock. It repeated, and I ignored it some more. It persisted with a third try. I guessed it wasn't for my roommate.
"Go away!" I shouted from the table where I was studying. "I'm not interested!"
"How do you know?" came a female voice. "I haven't said anything."
Who the fuck is that? I wondered. Concentration broken, I blew out a breath and climbed out of my chair, face twisted in annoyance at the unwanted interruption.
I opened the door to find a serious, pretty face staring at me from under short cropped dark hair.
"What is it?" I asked curtly. She smiled at me with a look of consternation and concern that puzzled me.
"So you're the one," she said. "Can I come in?"
Vindictive girlfriend of one of the guys, my early-warning system blared silently. Warning! Danger, Will Robinson! Thanks, Robot, I got this.
"Depends," I answered even more warily. "Whaddaya want?" I shot her a dismissive smirk. "And who the hell are you?"
"Debra Ross," she introduced, extending a hand, which I didn't take. "Senior." I'd kind of sensed she was an upperclassman by her attitude. Like she belonged. "And you are this years Sigma Stigma."
"I'm what?"
"Maybe I should come inside," she offered. "You've probably drawn enough attention." She lifted her eyebrows, waiting for my answer.
"Yeah, fine," I said after a moment, moving aside and allowing her to step in. I closed the door behind her. She looked around, nodded approvingly, and we both sat at the table where I'd been studying.
"It's Mandy, right? Mandy Krupp?" she asked, as if verifying. I nodded my confirmation. "Good, okay, then." She took a deep breath and released it. "Just wanted to make sure," she added. Her hands seemed to fidget a little, the first sign that she wasn't as self-assured as she let on. "And you were at the Sigma party this past weekend?"
I felt my defenses ripple and poise, ready to pounce. "Yeah? So?"
"Easy," she said, palms up, "I'm not here to accuse or berate you." I sat back, but stayed ready. "But you were, uh, sexually active? With a...number of the Sigma boys?" I felt myself bristle and lean forward and she sank back in her chair with a nervous laugh. "Whoa, easy, Man!"
"It's Man-Dee," I snarled, "and what business is it of yours what I do?"
Still smiling, but only politely, she explained. The Sigma house, it seemed, had a history of finding the wildest, dirtiest girls, using them, and then publicly humiliating them for their activities. Some kind of fraternity history, they'd been doing it for some years now. They threw the wildest parties, attracted first-year students, and several times a semester found a special girl who was willing to have the type of fun I'd had. Several girls had left school because of it. I was their victim? I felt my lips tighten with anger. I'd let my guard down, given in to my horny animal, and THIS is what I get?
"I assume," she added over my silent stew, "that since you haven't filed charges, you weren't roofied." Her head inclined with the question and I nodded. "So you wanted to do it, to go wild," she confirmed as I continued nodding, "to have your fun, your way," she added, "only you didn't expect the publicity."
"Yeah," I replied dejectedly. "Pretty much."
"Well, we're here to help, then."
I gave an exaggerated look around the room. "We?" I asked.
She smiled again, less nervous. Pretty genuinely, actually, and I felt my hostility abate somewhat.
"We," she began, "are a selective group of students, all girls, drawn together by similar circumstances, similar needs, and a desire for...discretion." My expression must have communicated my confusion. "Each of us, as underclassmen, have been the Sigma Stigma," she stated plainly.
My eyes opened wide. "You're a sorority?" I asked with disbelief.
She made a disgusted face. "Eww, no," she retorted. "No, we are more of a private club. Membership by invitation only, and invited only by special circumstances, such as yours."
"So, what, a bunch of disgruntled sluts hang around, bitching and moaning and plotting revenge agains the Sigmas? No thank, I have enough drama in my life!"
She laughed again, but more open and light. "No, no, you've got us all wrong. You see, Mandy," she said, leaning forward and putting her forearms on the table, clasping her hands, "the girls who are invited to be members are not just Stigma victims," she explained, "but girls with...appetites. Healthy appetites." She cocked an eyebrow at me. "Vigorous girls with hearty spirited sexual appetites who crave lots of sex, but yearn for discretion." I blinked my confusion. A sex club? Of horny slut girls? I didn't know if I was intrigued or frightened.
"Our organization provides a safe, private environment where we can express ourselves freely, without fear of humiliation or public recrimination."
I smirked. "You fuck a lot."
She smiled back confidently. "We fuck a lot!" she emphasized with a grin, then raised a finger. "But privately. Complete confidence." She nodded vigorously. "It's a closed group," she offered. "And we'd like you to consider joining us."
It was a little weird, no lie. But the chance to do what I liked, get what I want, without the high school experience...without my name whispered in the back of the lecture hall, without the wagging tongues and bitter laughs... I thought about it.
"At least come visit us, at our house," she offered.
"I thought you weren't a sorority?" I jibed. Was I looking for an excuse to not join?
"We're off-campus," she related. "We used to rent, but a couple of our alumnus bought the house two years ago," she spouted, bright-eyed with pride. "You can live there, next semester, if you want."
Out of the dorms. Away from prying eyes and whispered taunts and disapproving looks. I imagined myself free to pursue my desires, unhindered by indiscretion, and felt my resolve crumble with my promise to myself.
"I guess I could come, you know, check it out," I mumbled, not wanting to jump up and down with the thrill.
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On Saturday afternoon I took a cab to the other side of town. It pulled up at the address, which turned out to be a turn of the century giant house in varying states of repair. I paid and stood on the sidewalk, staring at the structure. Must be a hundred rooms! I exaggerated to myself, knowing it was likely more like twenty. I wondered how many girls lived here when the front door opened and Debra came squealing out.
"I'm so glad you came, and right on time!" she chirped as she scurried down the short walk to throw her upraised arms around me. She squeezed me tightly and I felt her nose in my ear. She's not shy, I thought. Grinning, she released me and hooked her arm in mine, pulling me as she fairly skipped back up to the door, prattling.
"I told them you'd come, some of them said no, but I knew, after we talked, I knew you'd come, I'm so excited! I can't wait to show you around and introduce you, you're gonna love it here, I kmow it, you'll see. Some of the girls are out, but I'll introduce you around, oh, I'm so thrilled to have you here, we've heard so much about you, and I get to give you your first..." She was still talking, but I'd lost her at 'heard so much' and 'give me my first'. I'd guessed that the stories had gotten around, so that didn't surprise me as much as it made me defensive. But 'give me my first'? I had images of her bringing a naked stud to me, offering his discreet services... I shook my head to clear it. We were already inside, and I looked around the big room.
There were five or six girls, about my age, some a little older, lounging around on mismatched secondhand furniture. The house was old, but clean. Eclectic wall hangings and pictures adorned the walls. Two of the girls played a video game on a big screen on the far side. It had the impression of an old-time hotel lobby and I asked if it had been.
"Boarding house, once, back in the day," a blondish bookworm type answered from the couch. "I'm Jenn. You must be Mandy." She lowered her head and assessed me over dark-rimmed glasses. "You were right again, Deb," she observed.
I glanced at Debra, but she was just beaming at the room, still holding my arm. "Everybody, this is Mandy, the girl I told you about," she announced to the room. The girls all waved and smiled as Debra pointed around the room. "Lise, Tiffany, Jenn you just met. That's Lana and Diana, our gamers, and this," she finished, indicating an older girl with long, sandy blonde hair, "is Olive!" She giggled.
"Livvy," the older girl corrected. "Welcome, Mandy." She looked me up and down, then glanced at Debra with a nod. "Second."
I was still saying my hello's and getting a feel for the relaxed atmosphere, when Debra called out, "Hey, where's Mo?"
Jenn and Lise both answered at once. "Upstairs."
"With Tosh and Carl," Lise added.
"Oh, cool," Debra said lightly and tugged my arm. "Come on, Mandy, let's introduce you." I felt myself pulled from the room, laughing at being dragged as I waved to the girls. They seemed nice. But my mind was on who was upstairs. Mo, Carl and Tosh, I thought, must be their discreet boy-toy studs! Although for the life of me I couldn't understand why they wouldn't be hanging out with the girls. Resting up, maybe, I reasoned, if these girls are like me those boys would be drained dry! Still, enough of my brain was out of the gutter to admire the heavy decorative woodwork of the balustrade and wide staircase. It opened to a landing with hallways in either direction and another staircase in front, to the third floor. Debra pulled me to the right.
The hallway carpeting was a bit threadbare, I noticed as we passed several doors. I peeked into the ones that were open and saw the expected girl's bedrooms, some neat, some quite messy. I was still glancing this way and that, taking in the surroundings when Debra yanked me to a stop. I thought I heard some sounds from inside as she reached for the knob and called out.
"Hey, you guys," she announced, "the new girl's here to say hi!"
Turning my view into the room to meet the boys and look them over, I stopped dead in my tracks two steps into the room. "This is Mandy," Debra continued from in front of me, oblivious to my chin hitting the floor as I gaped. "Mandy, that's Carly, on her back there," she said, indicating a slim naked brunette who's chin just peeked out from under the shaved crotch of a light-skinned black girl. "That's Toshia, getting her cunt licked," Debra went on as if there was nothing unusual. Toshia looked up from under dark, loose ringlets and released one of Carly's nipples to wave and smile. Then she reached right back down and pulled the nipple, hard.
"Don't you stop licking me, bitch!" she growled.
"And this little thing is Maureen, but we call her Little Mo, 'cause she's so tiny," Debra said with a wave, indicating a slight wisp of a naked girl with her hand buried wrist-deep inside Carly's cunt, pumping her arm furiously. As I watched, dumbstruck, Carly's entire body began to shake, her legs wobbling almost violently, and then her feet planted and her hips lifted high into the air. As her muffled shout was smothered by Toshia's pussy a geyser of clear fluid shot straight up into the air. In a flash Toshia leaned over, mouth open, capturing the fountain into her mouth, getting her face and chest sprayed in the process.
"Fuck! Yeah!" Maureen encouraged, "cum for me, you slut!" The geyser repeated as Carly's limbs flailed in the throes of the most violent orgasm I'd ever witnessed. Toshia let her mouth fill before closing sealing her lips tightly, then slipping her cocoa fingers under Maureen's chin and angling the tiny girl's face to her own. She stared, prolonging the moment, then suddenly spit the mouthful of girl-cum into the tiny girl's face.
The sudden sensory overload and surprise made my knees go weak and I realized I was squeezing Debra's arm. She turned to me and misread my expression.
"I know, fucking hot, right?" she asked, smiling.
My mouth was bone dry. "She...she...she's fisting her!" I blinked my confusion away as Carly's body settled down, her hands wrapping around Toshia's thighs and pressing her head up into the darker girl's crotch.
"Yeah, her hands are so tiny. Fucking cool, huh?"
"I'll do you next!" Maureen offered.
"Liv already called seconds," Debra offered, sticking out her tongue in a playfully tease.
"Thirds, then!" Maureen offered, and as I watched she pulled her arm back slowly. Inch by inch her slicked wrist emerged, stretching the cunt wide as her hand came into view. I stared as it opened, opened more, and I gasped as her knuckles finally slipped free. She pulled her sticky fingers free and Carly's cunt remained open, gaping wide and red and raw, slicked flesh glistening swollen and pink around her channel.
I was panting, trying to catch my breath. Lesbians, the thought raged, it's a house full of lezzies! What the fuck? My heart raced and I felt my face redden. Run, you fool! Run, save yourself! I turned from Debra to the door only to find Jenn, Lise and Livvy there, blocking my exit. Livvy's eyes were wide and wet as she caught my gaze. She called seconds, I remembered as she eyed me up and down, and Debra, my first... I turned my gaze away quickly only to have it drawn back to between Carly's spread thighs, her cunt still open, dark, forbidden and beckoning. I felt lightheaded as her fisted cunt stared back at me, a deep red-rimmed eye of promise and pleasure, calling me, drawing me against my will.
I fought the pull, resisted with my mind while my own cunt throbbed, answering the call of its own accord. My attention was pulled away as Toshia cried out and I turned to watch as she ground her pussy onto Carly's eager mouth, crying out her climax to the room. Maureen sat back on her haunches, fingers playing between her own legs as she watched Toshia cum. I felt my pussy react with a twinge and shouted it down. Stop it, you filthy fuckhole, I told my body, these are girls! You're straight! But I shuddered just the same as Toshia's climax receded and she reopened her eyes, gazing hungrily between Maureen's legs.
With the agility of a cat she was off Carly and diving face first into the offered cunt. I swooned, resisted, swooned again. I reached for Debra's arm to steady myself and found only air where she had been. My head turned to see her a few steps away, her back to me, standing bottomless by the open dresser. Long, slender legs lifted one at a time, fitting themselves into straps that pulled up around her flawless rounded butt cheeks. I blinked, astounded at my fascination as her ass muscles clenched under her skin, the straps pulled tightly. Another wave of trepidation swept me and I felt myself sway, only to be caught in confident hands.
"It can be overwhelming, at first," a soft voice whispered into my ear. I recognized Livvy's husky contralto. "Easy, take deep breaths." Her hands were on my shoulders, guiding me. I concentrated on her words as I felt myself moved, looking down at my shuffling feet until my knees bumped the bed. I looked up to see Maureen on her back, hands tangled in Toshia's flowing dark locks, pulling her head in, writhing against the other girl's face.
"You're one of us now, you'll see," I heard Debra's chipper voice, soft and sultry from my side. I turned to look at her as my hips were pulled back and hands fumbled at my waist. My eyes dropped from Debra's face, past her bare belly to settle on the incredible toy cock she sported from her crotch. Thick and long with realistic features, glistening with lube, bigger than anything I'd ever fucked, and I knew that it would be fucking me, and that I wanted it. My pussy gushed eagerly as Livvy's hands opened my pants, despite my useless imagined resistance. My breath was short and I no longer knew if it was panic or desire. My eyes followed the bouncing appendage Debra wore as she added, "You're going to love it here, Mandy."
Cooler air reached my overheated cunt and I realized my pants were down. A hand pressed between my shoulders and I fell forward, catching myself on my hands, on the bed, inches from Toshia. I fought the urge to reach out and touch her creamy brown skin, but failed to pull my eyes from her tongue, pink and wet and strong as it tormented Maureen's tiny shaved pussy lips, licking up and down, burrowing in, then sliding up to torment the swollen giant clit. Such a little girl, I observed in a moment of clarity, to have such a huge clit. As Toshia's lips wrapped the engorged button I felt hands on my hips and heard an encouraging murmur from behind me.
My body exploded as Debra filled me with her cock. My final vestige of resistance gave up the ghost as I surrendered to my lust, my cunt wrapping itself delightedly around the invader. I lifted my head and let out a long, hearty groan as the cock pushed deep inside my slick channel, spreading me, stretching me. I felt filled like never before, stretched tightly around the toy, expanded, my opening almost painful, feeling the crown of the realistic head push me open, touching every inch of my walls. My head dropped and I heard Little Mo cry out her orgasm and I didn't care, didn't listen, just felt the cock fucking me, deeper and deeper until it brushed my deep end.
I took deeper, longer breaths as she continued to push inside, stretching me deep as she had stretched me wide. I braced for the pain, expecting the monster to hurt me, but felt instead her thighs against the back of mine, her belly against my ass. Pushing my limits. I opened my eyes to see my hands clutching the bunched sheets. I felt fuller, was fuller than I'd ever been, and it was incredible, every inch of my cavern filled with cock being worn by a girl who wanted to fuck me into oblivion. And I want to be fucked. I want the oblivion! I wanted to lose myself in sex, the way I could, and I knew then that I could forego the fear, the anticipation of the disgrace and reputation, that I was safe to enjoy and be enjoyed.
I stiffened my arms and pushed back on her cock, feeling the final stretch of my cunt, and let out a deep, satisfied sigh.
"Fuck me, Debra, fuck me!" I muttered into the sheets. And I surrendered to her as she withdrew her shaft and began a slow, methodical rhythm, sending waves of unparalleled pleasure coursing through me. I met her thrusts, matching her strokes with pulses of my own. I sighed as I tensed my muscles, gripping her shaft. I groaned as she increased her speed slightly, then cried out when she pumped me harder. I tried to part my legs, let her get deeper, but my feet were still in my bunched pants. I arched my back instead, gave her my cunt, and let her have me. Of all the cocks I've fucked, I considered, it's never been this good! I closed my eyes and let the sensations sweep me, felt the building orgasm begin as Debra fucked me like no man ever had.
I heard animal sounds as my body shook, guttural cries, pleas of passion. I realized they were coming from me. I was begging her for more, begging her to fuck me, overwhelmed by the sensations. The tickle began, growing quickly, more powerfully than I recognized. It would be a big one. My body tensed for the onslaught and Debra tightened her grip on my hips.
"Yeah, Mandy, you like my big cock, don't you?" she goaded, thrusting deep and hard. "You like the way I fuck you, don't you? You're a slut, just like me, aren't you?" I heard her words, nodding my agreement, knowing in my heart, my brain, my cunt, that they were true. "You fucking hot little cunt, you love it, don't you? You want to cum for me? Wanna cum on my big cock?" I squeezed my eyes shut as the pressure built to stupendous levels, threatening to burst in a torrent of release. I willed it to come, begged it to come, but she altered her pace, holding me at the edge. Hands stroked my back, cupped my breasts, pinched my nipples. I felt the bed move, felt motion in front of me. I opened my eyes to see Livvy there, naked and leering. I straightened my arms and lifted my head as she placed both hands on my face.
And then she was kissing me, her tongue inside my mouth and mine in hers, swirling and dancing together, slick and wet and delicious, hungry and tantalizing. Still Debra fucked me as I tasted another girl's wet kiss for the very first time, breathing heavily, panting into her eager mouth, her lips soft and full yet firm on mine, her saliva spilling into my mouth. She sucked my tongue, tickling the tip with her own. And then she pulled back and stared hotly into my eyes.
"You're going to cum, aren't you?" she asked softly. "You want Debra to make you cum?" I nodded desperately, wanting nothing more than my orgasm. Livvy's eyes glinted with desire as she leaned back and scooted her hips toward me. "Come and get it, cunt," she smiled, and spread her legs wide.
I got a long look at her body, stretched out before me, noticing for the first time the colorful tattoos decorating her breasts, her arms, her belly and her legs. Covered by her clothes they'd not been visible before. She was beautiful, adorned or not, but the inked skin beckoned me, and my eyes fell to her spread open crotch, a bright red heart resting where her bush would have been. Below it, open and wet, her full swollen labia parted, framing her slick gash and a tiny glistening ring piercing her clit hood.
I gasped. Saliva flooded my mouth. Cock filled my cunt and fingers and hands touched me everywhere, even stroking my pussy as Debra fucked me. Thoughts rushed through my head at lightning speed. I'm not a lesbian. I want to taste her cunt. I wish I could spend the time relishing my first pussy. Why did I never consider eating pussy before? I need to cum! I felt my tongue slip from between my lips as I lowered my head and then my lips were pressed to her delicious pussy, lapping and licking and sucking her wonderful juices. I heard cheers around me and fingers rubbing my clit and then I was moaning, then screaming as my orgasm broke over me in an explosion so fierce that I nearly collapsed. Debra held me tight, fucked me through the biggest, strongest climax I'd ever experienced as I shouted my release into Livvy's pulsing hole, her juices drenching my face as I felt my own spill down my thighs. I shook as the waves rocked me and pushed my face deeper, pressing into her, wanting every drop, my mouth awash in her flavors, my face soaked, her scent in my nose. I breathed deep, snorted her juices. Fuck, this is so hot!
I released the animal then, and they released theirs. Clothes vanished and legs opened. They put me on my hands and knees and Debra pulled out and someone took her place. Debra came to my face and I sucked my own cum from her cock. Carly slipped under me and sucked my nipples, biting, pinching and licking. Jenn got on her hands and knees in front of me and pushed her ass up, showing me her crinkled back door, and I dove in, driving my tongue into her tight hairless ass. First time, I thought, without balls in the way. I pushed two fingers into her cunt and fingered her as I licked her ass until she came, her ring clenching my tongue as the pulses of her orgasm rippled through her. I felt a tongue, then a wet finger, penetrating my ass as I was fucked into another orgasm, crying out with release and delight.
Then I was on my back, and Lise fucked me, pulling my legs into the air. Toshia lay over me, pressing her cunt to my face and licking my clit as I was fucked, then someone fucked her right above my face. I sucked her clit, licked her juices, reveling in the total debauchery, the complete release of inhibition. I felt another orgasm, and just as it began Toshia took my clit between her teeth and pulled it. I fucking howled at the extreme sensation! So intense! So different I thought I would burst apart!
After Toshia came and spilled her juices on me, Carly sat on my chest and masturbated until she squirted, and fuck if I didn't open my mouth and drink her girl cum. The girls watched, fingering and fondling each other as I took my first lesbian facial. Jenn tongue kissed me, sharing my reward and licking the juices from my face.
Lana and Diana joined us then. Lana wore a strap on, a giant black one, and lay on her back. I crawled on top of her and sank myself fully onto her shaft, feeling it fill me. Diana licked my ass until I came, then fucked my ass with a slim vibrating dildo as I rode Lana's big black cock. Oh, fucking double-penetration! So full! I came again, as soon as she started. Then Livvy crawled in, over Lana's face, and I licked her asshole while Lana licked her pussy.
Tiffany and I got ass to ass and fucked a double-headed dildo and had our asses fingered. Debra pulled out a contraption that strapped around my head with a dildo mounted on my chin and rode my face, fucking the dildo as I licked her clit. Then she pulled her cunt off and lowered her ass on the toy and I licked her pussy while she ass-fucked my face. We all crawled into a daisy chain, mouths to pussies, licking and being licked, cumming over and over, then switching directions and licking whoever licked us. I was lost, swallowed in desire and unabated lust.
Finally we were sated and exhausted. I reckoned we'd been at it for hours. I dozed a little, naked and damp and sticky, a steady thrumming between my legs. When my eyes opened there was just me and Debra on the bed. I felt cooling wet spots several places beneath me and I shivered as a chill rippled across my skin. Debra saw me stir and wrapped me in her arms, her body warm against mine.
"You were incredible," she said softly, looking into my eyes. I noticed tiny flecks of gold mixed with her brown. "You were never with girls before, were you?" She lowered her eyes. "I'm sorry, I thought you understood. I should have explained better."
I leaned to her and kissed her on the forehead, tasting the salty sweat and something musky. "It's okay," I told her reassuringly. "Turned out alright, in the end."
"You enjoyed it," she observed with demure satisfaction.
I coughed a laugh. "Enjoyed it? Debra, it was incredible!" I shook my head, smiling at the memory. "I never dreamed...you know, I've always been about the cocks..." I drifted off, noticing for the first time the absence of the taste and mess of semen leaking from my holes. I missed it, but not as much as I would have imagined. A thought occurred to me.
"How did you know?" I asked. "That I'd never been with girls before?"
She smirked, then inclined her head for a kiss. Her hand found my breast and cupped it, her thumb lightly brushing the nipple to hardness. It felt good and easy. "Silly. You were so excited. You did everything like it was brand new!" She giggled and I laughed with her before settling onto my back. She leaned up on an elbow and continued her caress of my breast, tracing lazy circles with a manicured painted nail. "After a while you'll go for certain things more than others, figure out what you like the best."
"I like fucking," I observed.
"Who doesn't?" She leaned over me. "Hey, you didn't get to fuck anybody!"
I smiled at her. "No, I guess I didn't. Except with my face," I joked. "Does that count?"
"Not really," she giggled lightly. "It's not the same as strapping one on, getting one end inside you, and feeling the power when you're drilling a horny slut!"
She dropped to her back and we lay there, in silence for a few minutes, our heads touching. She reached down and took my hand in hers and I gave her grip a squeeze, entwining our fingers. We lay still for a few more minutes before she spoke.
"So," she started tentatively, "you going to join us?"
I blew out a breath. "Fuck yeah! A house full of chicks as wild and crazy for sex as me?" She chuckled. "You guys do this a lot?"
"Not everybody at once, not all the time," she said honestly, then added with a smile that I didn't have to see to notice. "But there's always someone ready for something!"
I lay there, smiling at the ceiling, unbelieving at my good fortune. All the sex I could ever want, I thought, and complete privacy. No abuse or reputation. I'd miss the cock. I wondered...
"Hey Debra?" I asked.
"Yeah?"
"You just do it with each other, you know, exclusively?"
"Thinking of cocks and cum, Mandy?"
"Well, yeah." It was true, and I admitted it.
She stirred, rolled out of bed. She stood there naked and proud and sexy and gorgeous. I stared without shame. "God, look at you! Hungry again and you just ate!" We laughed, and then she answered. "No, we all go out occasionally for some man-meat." She winked at me. "There's still nothing like it. But being able to do this, when we want, it takes the edge off. Remember," she said, "we all got here the same as you. So yeah, we go out on the prowl." She pulled open a drawer and took out towels, throwing me one and wrapping herself in the other. "But we can be more selective, and not let our judgement go out the window."
I jumped out of the bed and wrapped the towel around my soiled, sticky body, feeling satisfied and comfortable. No Walk of Shame, no dreading tomorrow, I considered, smiling. I followed Debra out of the room. She looked over her shoulder at me.
"Next semester you can move out of the dorms, and live here. It can be your home." The concept caught me short. No hiding who I was, what I was, what I wanted. Sharing a house with...like-minded girls. All the sex I could handle and none of the downside. "Think about it," she said. "I'm gonna jump in the shower before dinner." She turned to me and pulled her towel open, flashing her naked body at me and holding a sexy pose, her hip cocked to the side. "You wanna join me for a shower?"
I stepped up to her and took her breast in my hand, squeezing the nipple between my thumb and forefinger. "Can we fool around?"
"I'd have to insist," she sighed.
"Good then," I said, giving her nipple an extra pinch before releasing her, "but after dinner..." I looked at her thoughtfully.
"Hmm?"
Fuck it, you know you want it, just say it! "After dinner, you think we can get Little Mo to fist me?"
END

Her Choice

Ashlee lay in her bed sandwiched between the two men in her life. Nick, a classmate spooned against her from behind. She felt his growing manhood between her legs, poking softly under her butt and resting outside her wet pussy. In front of her was Kevin, her boyfriend of two years. She had her arm over his waist with her hand wrapped around his growing manhood. As she felt these men's growing manhood, she thought about which one she wanted most. Each had traits she loved and needed. What brought this on happened a lot earlier in the day, when her boyfriend caught her fucking her classmate.
Twelve hours ago, Ashlee lay in her bed nude sleeping, dreaming of her classmate. She loved how he used his big, fat, long cock on her. She licked her lips squeezed her breast pushing her erect nipple further while her other hand rubbed her clit faster trying to bring release. It was not working. She needed Nick there now.
A soft knock at her door brought her back down hard to reality. She moaned disappointed, but quickly recovered when she heard Nick ask to come in. She bid him enter and did not cover her naked body from him. Nick entered the room and walked to her bed. He wore only a loose pair of jeans with silk green boxers underneath. His upper body glistened in the sunlight streaming into her room.
Ashlee opened her eyes, sunlight bathed the room playing off the furniture and Nick standing beside the bed. His wavy brown hair shone in the light the color of chocolate, his eyes so deeply brown. She followed the line of his body to his broad shoulders, the muscled edges of his arms, his chest with his dark nipples. There was no hair on his chest or stomach because he shaved it off. She sat up in bed and she looked up at Nick as a patch of sunlight splashed across his chest making him glisten even more.
Ashlee slid off her bed to stand nude before him. She wanted to run to him, jump on him and fuck him. She closed her eyes took a few deep breaths, dropped to the floor and crawled to him. She put her face on his bare foot and kissed it softly. She used her hands to creep up his legs tugging on his jeans until she knelt in front of him. His jeans slipped down his hips revealing a green patch of his silk boxers. Her eyes were level with his crotch and she could see him pressed firm and tight under his clothes. The tip of his cock strained against the elastic of his shorts and she wanted to lower them to release him to enter her mouth.
She moved her hands around behind him digging her fingers into his hard firm ass. This drew a sound from deep within his throat and kept her from ripping off his clothes. He groaned and looked down at her, his eyes wild.
She turned away from his crotch trying to resist her urges, but he stroked her hair and that touch brought her back to his crotch. She looked up at Nick's face and saw that he wanted her right then and it did not matter what happened. She uttered a low moan from deep in her throat. Nick touched her cheek. "Don't stop," he said, in a very soft voice, "don't stop."
She licked him through the silk boxers, still gazing into his face. She licked along his length while he threw his head back, eyes closed. He was so hard and firm against her mouth under the silk cloth. She wrapped her mouth around the head of his cock through the silk and brought one hand around to hold him, firm and thick.
He groaned, as he looked down at her, his eyes wild. She drew back from him and saw that the silk turned dark green where her moth touched him. His hands moved to the back of his jeans and he slid them down over his hips revealing himself to her. His cock was long, hard, wide and thick. It was smooth and hung slightly to one side.
She took him in her hand and his breath quickened. She lifted him away from his body, just enough so that she could wrap her mouth over the head of his cock, as she rolled her tongue along him. He shuddered, as she touched him. She drew him deeper into her mouth while sliding her hand down to fondle his balls. He was smooth to touch everywhere. Her mouth and hand felt the smooth perfection. It was amazing.
Ashlee had been with men who trimmed and shaved some, but never one who was smooth. She loved it. It made things easier to take in her mouth, to roll and explore. Every touch, every lick, seemed to elicit new noises from him, whimpers, soft cries, breathless words.
She pulled his pants completely off to spread his legs apart to lick between them along the area from his balls to his ass. She made it a contest mentally to see how many different sounds she could draw from him.
She moved back up his body and took him in her mouth again. She wrapped one hand around what she could not fit and the other grasped his balls, rubbing and playing. His body quivered with his breath coming in quicker gasps. He grabbed her hair and pushed her back from him. He picked her up and kissed her deep and hard. It felt like something between a kiss and consuming her.
With his lips still firmly attached to hers, he ran his hands down her back following the curve of her back and lower over the swell of her hips. His fingers found her thighs. He lifted her with just his hands on her thighs, causing her legs to spread widely. The feel of his hard and ready cock against her body drew sounds deep from Ashlee.
Ashlee's hand wrapped around Nick's shoulders and her other hand ran through his silken hair. He drew her lower body away from his. He ran one of his hands to her ass supporting her whole body with one hand. His other hand moved to the front of their bodies seeking his hard cock. She had a second to realize what was next. She moaned into his ear, "Do it. Stick your cock deep inside me."
He drove his hips forward, upward deep inside her. His cock felt so good to Ashlee, as she let out a moan of pure satisfaction. He entered her without hesitation and gentleness. He pushed against the wet tightness of her body, both hands on the backs of her thighs pulling her to him. Small screams escaped her lips as he pushed deeply inside her.
He walked her backward until she sat on the edge of her bed and most of her body still held in his hands, trapped against him. He stood there with his body pinning her to the edge of the bed with his hands holding her. He looked at her with eyes that were full of lust. He drew out of her slowly an inch at a time until he was almost out. He shoved himself back inside and made Ashlee scream and moan with immense pleasure.
He created a movement that was fast, deep and hard. He plunged so deep into her it felt as if he tried to go through her body. Their bodies smacked loudly, as they slapped against each other.
Ashlee's orgasm caught her unawares because the pushing and pulling of his body, as he was inside her completely overwhelmed her. Next, she screamed underneath him. Her hands raked nails down his body anywhere she could touch him.
Nick's screams and moans echoed hers, as his body tightened against her. He threw his head back with a loud groan that spilled from his lips. His seed spread deeply inside Ashlee's tightness as she shuddered against him. He collapsed on her. His breath came in painful pants and his heart pounded, as she felt it against her. He moved further on to her bed still deeply buried inside her. They lay on her bed breathing hard, pulses quieting.
He moved aside pulling slowly part way out of her and lay quietly beside her. Nick was chortling as he lay there.
"What is so funny?" Ashlee asked.
Nick replied, "God you are so amazing."
She replied smiling, "You are not so bad yourself."
"Not bad?" he said.
Ashlee smiled back. "Fine, you were amazing too."
They lay on their sides looking at each other basking in the afterglow of hard sex.
The door to Ashlee's room opened suddenly and Kevin walked in briskly. He stopped short when he saw Ashlee lying on her bed with her classmate's big cock in her hot pussy.
"What are you doing Ashlee?" he asked loudly.
"Oh Kevin, just get over here and take your clothes off. Nick was just leaving." Ashlee expressed. "I am still horny and want your cock in my ass and pussy. Bye Nick."
Nick got up, grabbed his clothes and left Kevin standing looking down at the naked body of his girlfriend in heat. He slipped off his shoes and climbed on the bed. Nick waited outside Ashlee's door until he heard Ashlee moaning and Kevin huffing. He left and decided to go back later and be with both of them.
After he returned and fucked Ashlee again, he fell asleep behind her with his cock still inside. Kevin was in front of her and he slept, snoring loudly. This is where the story began and Ashlee made up her mind. She decided, why pass up the best of both worlds. If a man can have more than one woman in his bed, she could keep both men in her life

You know that Its first time

Gymnast get turned on watching a teammate getting fucked, then has to have it for herself.
In my 20 years on earth, 14 of them have been spent doing gymnastics, at the expense of things like taking family vacations, hanging out at the mall or the beach, dating, and yes, sex.  My family is very loving, but once they knew that I was both fond of and really good at gymnastics, they pushed me as hard as they could to succeed.  I can't say it hasn't been worth it: I'm now in my second year on the US National Team, and an All-American at UCLA.  Among the thousands of little girls across the country who are beginner gymnasts, I'm well known and recognized.  
  
With the pressure of performing well and improving both for my own amition and for the UCLA team, not to mention a full course load of classes, I've become a very driven person, resisting distractions wherever they threaten to pop up. In a spare locker area after the conference meet on Saturday, though, I witnessed something that shook me from my single-minded ambition.  
  
My teammate Tamara had performed poorly due to an ankle injury, and was nowhere to be found in the locker room after the meet.  As both her friend and the team captain, I felt like I should try to find her, at least to make sure she's okay.  Wandering through the auxiliary locker room areas of the gymnasium, I heard a noise.  Looking through a window in the door, I was shocked to see Tamara having sex with someone on the cushioned training table!  
  
You have to understand, I'd never even seen anyone have sex in movies, let alone had it myself, so I stood there, totally entranced and unable to look away.  I watched the man's muscular body thrust her body downward over and over again, heard her moans of pleasure, and most of all, stared at his big, erect penis plunging in and out of her vagina, glistening with her wetness each time it emerged under the fluorescent lights.  As I heard them both moan loudly and the thrusting stopped, I knew that he'd had an orgasm inside of her, the thought of which flooded my own vagina with arousal.  I walked away, entranced by what I'd seen, and from then on, I've been able to think of little else.  
  
Whenever people have talked to me, I may be answering what they say, but I'm thinking about sex.  Whenever I'm on the bus or in the car, I'm thinking about big, hard dicks penetrating women, and fantasizing that it's me they're doing it to.  I'll walk around campus, looking at guys and wondering which of them are well-endowed, and how it would feel for them to have their way with me, a petite, virgin Chinese college girl.  Late at night, I surf online porn in a constant search for big organs penetrating tiny little female bodies.  Lucky for me, there's plenty of that to be found!  I touch myself, setting off powerful orgasms as I watch young women getting dominated by men with massive penises.  
  
This was my new obession; I had to know what this felt like.  My body demanded it, and my mind raced with images of Tamara on the table with that guy.  I don't know if it was biology, or just 5 or 6 years of repressed libido that was all escaping at once, but my mission was clear: I was going to find a cute guy, and I was going to find out what it was like to have sex with him.  
  
I can't stress enough how wildly out of character this was for me.  I had only kissed four guys in my life, and all four had been Asian-American as well.  Three of them I'd met at church, and a fourth was a guy that I'd crossed paths with at national meets.  The one and only time I'd allowed a guy to reach 'second base' was with him.  Alas, it was only a fling, as we were both too busy to mess with trying to keep up a relationship.  Now, even though I knew that the stereotypes about race and penis size weren't necessarily true, I wasn't interested at all in trying to find an Asian boy to experiment with.  I knew it would either be a white or a black man, and I leaned heavily toward the latter. 
  
My chance would come the very next Saturday, a week after the conference meet where I made my 'discovery.'  The apartment village where I lived had organized a Toga party, where people were of course expected to wear togas, and prepare Greek food if possible.  Alcohol wasn't officially part of the deal, but every apartment was sure to have loads of it.  As we were getting ready, I mentioned to my roommate and teammate Jaclyn that my shoulder, which was a gymnastics injury that had bothered me throughout the year, was really hurting.  She came back out with a bottle of pills and asked me how many I wanted.  
  
"How many do I need?," I asked.  
  
"It's hydrocodone.  The more you take, the better you'll feel.  C'mon, it's party night, live a little," she said as she handed me four.  I hesitated for a moment, then washed them down with my rum punch, the first drink of the night.  
  
The pills started to take their effect as we walked out to the central pavilion in our togas and flip-flops, where a crowd was rapidly growing.  We made small talk with a few fellow neighbors for a while, occasionally ducking into someone's apartment for drink refills or a snack.  Between the painkillers and the booze, I felt like I was floating on air.  I remember talking to people, but not exactly what was said.  I remember two or three guys approaching me, but I wasn't attracted to them, so I politely excused myself after a few minutes each time.  
  
Then I made eye contact with the one I knew was right.  He looked a little over six feet tall, was muscular but very toned, his head was shaven clean, his skin was the color of mocha, and was so handsome that I moistened a little just looking at him.  I was immediately reminded of that guy Jason Taylor who was on dancing with the stars, or was I thinking of Derek Jeter?  While I deliberated about this in my head, he walked over to introduce himself.  
  
"I'm Aaron," he said, extending his hand, "and you're someone I can't wait any longer to meet."  
  
"I'm Joanie," I said, giggling from a combination of nervousness, excitement, drunkenness, and drug effects.  "And I'm glad you didn't wait any longer," I continued, my eyes meeting his.  After that, I don't know what happened to Jaclyn or any of the other people I was talking to; Aaron and I were in our own little world.  Turns out, Aaron plays for the UCLA football team and we're both scholarship athletes.  He's from New Jersey, which explains his accent, but finished high school in Ontario, about 15 minutes from where I grew up.  We sat for a while at a patio table with another couple, and I found myself leaning against him, woozy from everything that I had put into my system.  A DJ had been playing music for a while, and as the alcohol consumption grew, more and more people were dancing.  Aaron asked if I wanted to dance, and I couldn't have agreed any faster.  
  
He was a full foot taller than me, so my head rested against his muscular chest, feeling the warmth of his bare skin where the toga draped across his other shoulder.  His big hands held onto my sides and his arms wrapped all the way around my back.  I could feel his heart beating faster the longer we held each other in the slow dance, and I knew that mine was too.  my arms were wrapped halfway around his back, my hands caressing the muscles as we swayed back and forth.  
  
"Excuse me!", someone shouted at us to be heard over the music, needing more room to get through the crowd, towing a horrendously drunk girl on his shoulder.  "I've got to get her out of here!"  Instinctively trying to give myself as much distance as possible from anyone who might be about to vomit, I pulled my feet and hips closer to Aaron to provide a bigger path.  A surge of arousal radiated through my body as I felt it: when I jammed my body up against Aaron's, what felt like a big, warm stick pressed into my abdomen!  I knew immediately what it was, I knew it was big, and I knew I had chosen wisely with my instant attraction to Aaron. 
  
"Ohhh," he stammered, looking down at me.  "Sorry...I....".  He trailed off, embarassed that his erection had made contact with me.  
  
"Don't be", I replied, looking up at him and reaching my hands up to his face.  He leaned down to kiss me; our lips meeting halfway, then opening.  His tongue surged into mine, and his arms pulled my body into his, again pressing his hard dick into my belly.  I stood on my toes to reach his face, but was held so tight against him that I didn't have to support my own weight.  I ran my fingers across and over his head, amazed at how smooth it was.  He was mine now and I wanted all of him.  My entire body was tingling with desire, my sex organs moistening at the thought of him fucking me.   
  
We shuffled to a nearby chair, where he immediately lifted me up and onto his lap.  My toga hiked up, exposing my legs as they wrapped around his waist.  Had I not been facing him, kissing him, my bikini bottoms would've been exposed to everyone at the party.  I was lost in a trance, drunk and numb, but acutely aware of Aaron's touch as he caressed my body.  I could hear people laugh at us, joking that they didn't know there would be live entertainment.  I remember Jaclyn coming up to me, asking if I was okay, worried that maybe I was too far gone to know what I was doing.  I broke the kiss enough to let her know with a wink that I was fine.  Another sneered that we should get a room.   
  
"You're right...I think we will," I replied, looking at Aaron.  "Let's go."  I almost fell as I stood again on my own weight, Aaron quickly steadying me as my knees wobbled.  Taking his large hand in my small one, I led him to my apartment and into my room.  He tugged on my hand, turning me around to face him as he leaned in for another deep kiss, nearly enveloping my mouth within his.  His arms reached around me, lifting me up and then laying my down on my bed.  He slipped his toga down to his waist, exposing his powerful upper body as he hovered over me, running his hands down my side and wedging himself between my legs.  
  
Aaron pulled the toga beyond my shoulder and down my arm, eager to remove it.  I lifted my ass off the bed, allowing him to pull it down my body and toss it to the floor below.  All I had on was a skimpy bikini, and I noticed that Aaron was down to just a tight pair of briefs, his bulging erection noticeably poking through the cotton, struggling to keep cover.  My head was already spinning from the alcohol and pain pills, and the thought of feeling that massive tool sent butterflies through my stomach.  
  
What happened next was like a blur, his body descending on me, making me even more dizzy as he removed my bikini top, taking my small breasts in his mouth as he rubbed my crotch through the only clothing I had on.  His hands gripped that last bit of fabric at each hip, pulling it quickly down my legs.  I felt the wetness between my legs against the cool air, the cool draft against that delicate skin.  I heard myself squeal as his warm mouth covered the lips of my vagina, his tongue slipping in and out of my pink opening.  His big hands covered my tits, hard nipples grazing against his palms as his tongue reached further and further into my body.  A rush of blood hit my head, my hips bucking hard against his face, my hands gripping his smooth head, as he licked and lapped my pussy.  My tunnel was flooding with my juices, and my moans were getting loud.  Just as I felt a giant wave of pleasure about to hit, my pussy felt the chill of the air again as he pulled away from me.  
  
I propped up on my elbows, the room spinning slowly, my bare legs parted slightly, feet hanging off the end of the bed.  Aaron stood up, his body like a bronzed greek statue towering over me.  He pulled his briefs down, releasing a beautiful, long, thick penis.  The shaft was smooth, the head was purple, rounded at the end, just like so many that I'd seen in video and on websites.  I saw it bounce heavily in the air as he stepped back onto the bed.  I laid there, petrified of the idea that this huge piece of meat could be inside me soon, watching him crawl over me.  Goosebumps shot across my skin as it grazed against the inside of my trembling legs.  In my woozy state, I couldn't voice my apprehension; only gasps and light moans escaped my mouth as the dark shadow of his much bigger body cast across me.  
  
Aaron took my hands and clasped them together, pulling my arms up beyond my head.  I closed my eyes, and felt his hot breath against my neck.  His tongue flicked across my earlobe, sending a hard shiver through my body.  Suddenly, I drew in a quick breath, feeling a hot, hard mass pressing against me between my legs.  His hands released mine, running back down my sides, to my hips and legs as he pressed harder against me.   
  
I cried out, a bolt of deadened pain shooting through me- I knew that the big, purple head of his cock was inside me.  Drunk and drugged, I knew that it should hurt far worse than it did, his thick shaft lodged into my tiny pussy, forcing me open.  I lifted my legs into air, giving his body the widest access to mine.  His two hands felt like three or four, constantly swirling around and across my body as he slowly pushed further forward, forcing a little more of himself into me, sending another wave of pain through me, making me scream.  
  
My hands, helpless to stop me now, rested trembling against his chest.  If I'd had any strength or resolve, maybe I'd have pushed him away, or told him how much it hurt, but I didn't.  I only widened my legs more, my body's invitation for him to enter my flower further, to take me for himself.  I'd barely even let another boy touch my bare breast before, now I was flat on my back, being deflowered by a muscular football player.  
  
My delicate little pussy being invaded by his large, engorged dick.  He pulled out slightly, then moaned as he pushed more of his shaft into me.  My mouth open, out of breath in a combination of pain and excitement as he began to thrust in and out.  The outer lips of my vulva burned, his shaft too thick to not pull the surrounding skin inward as he stroked into me.  I've never felt so full, like my lungs no longer had the space to draw a full breath, as I did with so much of him inside of me.  
  
Aaron started to moan, his voice humming in my ear as he rocked up and down on top of my body, sinking several inches into me faster and faster.  
  
"Ohh, I gotta stop!" he groaned loudly, pulling his long shaft out of me and grabbing my legs to pull me to the edge of the bed.  Aaron stood up, his tool sticking straight out toward me.  He pulled my toned little legs up in the air, flat against his chest as he sunk his head back into my chamber and pushed forward.  I moaned, a familiar rush warming my body as he filled me with his meat again.  His strokes were shorter, but he stayed inside of me.  His eyes were closed and his mouth open.  I got wetter and wetter, watching his stomach muscles clench as he thrust himself into me.  
  
Aaron grabbed my ankle, pulling my foot up to his face.  As I was finally starting to adjust to having his giant erection inside of me, he took my toes into his mouth sucking and licking.  My feet are incredibly sensitive and ticklish- I squealed as he took my other foot in his mouth too, caressing and licking my little feet and soft soles as he pumped me as full as my body could stand.  I yelped in discomfort as I felt the end of his penis hit something sensitive deep inside my body.  Aaron didn't seem to notice, too wrapped up in my feet and the feeling of being inside of me, I guess.  
  
He jabbed in and out of me quicker, releasing my feet from his mouth and gripping my thighs against his body.  His head was thrown back, mouth open.  I saw the contrast of my olive-yellow skinned legs and feet against his deep mocha-toned body.  Muscles twitching.  
  
With a deep moan he threw my legs open and again climbed on top of me.  I wrapped my legs around his, feeling his cock sliding deep into my tunnel, filling all of me like I could never imagine.  I heard the bed squeak as he thrust harder and faster than before.  My hips bucked underneath him, an incredible warmth starting to wash over me.  I almost blacked out at the intensity; at the time I didn't know it, but I'd had my first orgasm with a man deep inside me.  Feeling cloudy and wonderfully entranced underneath his beautiful body, I wrapped my arms around him, gripping my fingers on his back.  
  
I felt his breath start to get heavier and more ragged, his thrusts get faster still, his muscles begin to spasm.  I moaned and gasped, feeling what felt like an even bigger erection filling me up.  His breath held, then released in grunts.  I felt his engorged penis pulsing inside me as he pushed all the way in, again hitting that sensitive place.  I felt him shudder, his body suddenly relaxing.  A warmth flooded my vagina, and suddenly the fog in my mind broke, and I knew what had happened but I was struggling to stay conscious.  
  
"Did you...." 
  
"Yeah..." he answered, smiling as he groped my flushed body, still holding himself inside me.  "Sorry about that....guess I got a little caught up.  You do that to guys, you know." 
  
"Oh god...." I mumbled, knowing that we'd done something wrong but unable really focus on it, or anything.  
  
He pulled out of me slowly, leaving my stretched pussy gaping from the mass that had left my body.   I felt the wetness escaping my opening, a mixture of our juices.  His penis, still long and partially engorged, was covered with pink streaks of blood and semen, as were the sheets.  Suddenly, I was thankful for the booze and painkillers.  Aaron laid down beside me, his dick resting against my ass as he held me.  
  
When I woke up the next morning, there was no sign of Aaron, apart from a note on the nightstand, letting me know he'd had a great time and leaving me his number.  There were dark maroon spots of blood on the sheets, and I found out as soon as I stood up that walking was not going to be any fun for a while.  After a long bath, I got Jaclyn to take me to the university clinic in exchange for 'all the details'.  Had I not been on the way to get a morning-after pill, I don't think she'd have believed me.  I could hardly believe it myself- I'd given away my virginity in a seek-and-destroy mission, finding the biggest hunk I could find to deflower me, wrecking and stretching my vagina in the process.  It was great, though, pain and all, from what I remember.  I can't wait to have another man, and another orgasm soon.  First, I gotta heal up though.  This soreness may stick around for a while..

Who need Sex

I used to think I was supposed to be born a guy- a typical guy who sees a cactus and thinks ‘sex’. I used to think about sex all the time.
Now, when do I think about sex? When I’m picking the largest banana in the grocery store? When I check out the guy next door who’s jogging shirtless? When I’m coming home and slowly insert the key in the lock? Not at all.
I tend to think about sex when I’m naked in front of my lingerie drawer and select thru my tiny g strings… Oh, yeah… I’m imagining the look on his face when my silky thong slides down and his emotions grow. It makes me feel sexy and desired.
But wait! When was the last time I put on a sexy underwear? Certainly not today, unless the full-cover-ass panties I’m having on, count as appealing in some cultures. The fact is: I’m wearing this cheap panties and didn’t feel sexy in a long time.
Since when? Since the birth control, ladies!
‘I’m ready, babes!’ (precision: not for sex!). It’s Friday night and we’re going to the movies.
In the car I feel his perfume. It’s my favorite, masculine, sensual perfume.
I say: ‘Boo, that scent distracts me from driving haha’
‘It does? Mmm, maybe we should pull over?’
He has a boner. He is excited.
Statistically speaking, within 5 minutes the car would be crookedly parked in somebody’s private driveway and the windshields would get sweaty. I would praise the Mitsubisi creators for designing adjustable passengers’ seats… so comfy for sex in a tight position… me on top of him, and him… with no way to run hehehe… But, nope! 20 minutes down the road and the speedometer still shows 65 mph. And as we roll down the highway we talk about ways to decrease the interest rate on our credit cards- a discussion we are having much often than sex. And we say we don’t care about money! We used to have sex in the car after pulling into a drive-tru ATM machine and try to withdraw $20. The request would get denied. Buzz!- ‘Insufficient funds’. Nobody cared, because we definitely has sufficient libidos! We were broke and yet we had sex in the car without thinking about it! Where did my sexual drive go? I wish I could blame the bank for this insufficiency as well… but I can’t.
Then what’s to blame? The birth control, ladies!
I called my best friend the other day to discuss this private dilemma. You know, we aways call our best friends when our sexual life hits an orgasm or a bump.
Apparently in her County sex hasn’t visited for a long time, too. It was the first time in years when we didn’t talk about positions and experiments. It’s so long since I’ve had sex, I’ve forgotten who ties up whom! Do I think I’m still a good lover? Sure, I practice a lot on my own! Sad.
Our lack of desire to have sex with our significant others has kicked in the same time as… the damned birth control!
She joked: ‘How is the birth control preventing from pregnancy really haha, if by taking it I don’t even want to have sex?’. We both laughed. It was funny! For us, yeah, because we hit a moment when we don’t want sex. But our partners still do. You know why? Because every morning at 8am they don’t take the same thing we do…
That birth control, ladies!
P.S. I gotta go. Must call my gynecologist, see what’s up. ‘Hey mister, you’ve got explanations to do for prescribing me this birth control without informing me about the “libido” side-effect. This is grounds for a lawsuit, you know that?’
He he (evil laughter), can’t wait to make this call. I already feel so much better… WHO NEEDS SEX?

He made me cry

At the tender age of 19, I had only seen a total of four penises: the guy who got into my bed naked after a rave in high school; my boyfriend who I lost my virginity to senior year; the balding dorm mate who I gave an unfortunate blow job to while a James Bond movie played in the background; the older dude I had casual sex with my entire freshman year and most of my sophomore year of college. I had only slept with two of these penises, but this I assure you, all four were of modest size. (I can say this with confidence now that I’m older and have seen many a dick.)
This is where I was at in my sexual evolution when I started dating William*. He lived in my dorm sophomore year and came over sometimes to hang out and wanted to listen to, of all things, Tori Amos. I know! A 19-year-old boy who likes Tori Amos? William’s admission of Tori Amos fandom made him instantaneously more attractive to me. Not that he wasn’t already attractive. With his bleached-blond hair, piercings and post-punk style, when he leaned over and kissed me as “Pretty Good Year” played on my stereo then leaned over and whispered, “I want to fuck you on my balcony,” I felt something I had never experienced before: raging desire.
But I was still fairly young and naive when it came to sex, and I had this rubric I’d devised. I promised myself I’d wait one month for penis or vagina touching, including oral sex. If possible, I would wait three months for sex. So I kept my action to William to kissing, dirty talk and over the clothes groping.
My willpower was no match for William’s dirty talking skills and it wasn’t long before I was willing to push my sex timeline way forward, which was convenient because I was about to leave to study abroad in Europe for four months. So, when William invited me over to his Brooklyn apartment after two weeks of dating to “eat pizza and drink beer” I knew that was code for time to fuck.
When I arrived, there was actually pizza and Corona there! And a mix tape that William had made for me as a going away present. It had Tori Amos, The Rolling Stones, Beastie Boys and more of my favorites. There was also, to my surprise, a balcony. All this time, I thought, “I want to go down on you on my balcony and bend you over the side and fuck you from behind while you hang on for dear life” was part of his elaborate dirty talk fantasy because, um, no 19-year-old in New York has a balcony.
After we ate pizza and I chugged a Corona, William took me out on the balcony, well, it was really more like a fire escape, and lifted my skirt up and put his face between my legs, just like he said he would. This was also the moment that I discovered that sometimes fantasy is better than reality when it comes to sex. While he was doing things that he had whispered into my ear so many times, I wasn’t enjoying it nearly as much as I had anticipated I would. The wind was blowing my hair into my face. I was full from having eaten so much pizza. I kept burping from the Corona. And what about the neighbors? Was anyone watching? I was so paranoid. I pulled his face out from under my skirt and asked if we could continue this back in his apartment. Being the sensitive punk rocker that he was, he obliged.
We crawled back into his window and proceed to dry hump on the couch. Now, I had felt William’s hard dick though his pants before during our dirty talk sessions and thought, That feels sizable. But even with my relative lack of experience, I understood that you never know what you’re dealing with penis-wise until the full package has been unwrapped, so to speak.
After being patient for weeks, William wanted his package unwrapped.
“Fuck me, please. I want you so bad,” he begged.
The boy had put in the time: listening to Tori Amos with me in my dorm room, taking me on dates, talking dirty to me until I practically came in my pants, making me a mix tape. I was about to leave the country for four months and I thought, Fuck the sex rubric, let’s do it!
I unbuttoned William’s Dickies, undid his studded belt and stripped off his Union Jack boxers.
That’s when I saw it: the longest, thickest penis I have ever encountered in my life. This thing puts most porn stars to shame. I’m talking, it was the length of my arm from elbow to wrist. First, I gasped. Then I whimpered. Then I started to cry … really hard.
“I can’t,” I eeked out through tears.
There was no way that mighty python was going anywhere near my frightened vagina. I stopped crying long enough to see the pained look on William’s face. I felt awful. I was a penis slayer. I had to remedy the situation and fast. Just because my vagina wasn’t ready for a 15-incher doesn’t mean there wasn’t some other vagina out there who would be happy to take William’s dick.
“I just … don’t want to get attached before I leave. If we have sex, I’ll miss you so much,” I lied, putting on my most compassionate face.
William nodded, disappointed, and wrapped his arms around me, his python still pressing up against my thigh and finally retreating back into his boxer garden as we spooned on the couch.
William and I wrote letters to each other while I was away. Soon, his letters became more and more scarce. When I returned to New York, he informed me that he had met someone else, presumably a woman whose vagina was far braver than min