I went to bed a boy and woke up a man....sort of!
As before, with all my ‘confessions’, I’m trying to write them in chronological order. All 100% true with the dialogue to the best of my memory.
It came to be, following an eventful evening, that I spent the night of my twenty-first Birthday with, who I considered to be, my first girlfriend. It would soon transpire that Bex, didn’t consider herself my girlfriend, but as that hadn’t stopped her fucking my arse with her dildo before we shared a mouthful of my own sperm, I wasn’t in the mood for debating the detail of our relationship.
I hardly slept at all that night in her bed, not because we spent the night going at it like rabbits, but because I lay there with an erection wondering when it would polite to wake her for another session. However, the next morning things began badly.
“Listen, Jack, we need to get some things straight,” Bex told me, as she awoke.
“Go on then,” I replied, with a heavy heart.
“What’s the matter?” Bex asked.
“This is the part where you tell me you’re full of regret, can’t happen again and all that!” I told her.
Bex sat up in bed and leant across me, her small pert breasts revealing themselves for the first time.
“Not at all, I loved last night, it won’t be the first and last. Not for me anyway,” Bex replied.
“Oh, well…that’s excellent news!” I told her, perking up.
“But, I’m not your girlfriend. I’m not anyone’s girlfriend, just so you understand,” Bex informed me.
“O.K,” I replied, not understanding at all.
“I like you Jack, obviously, but I don’t want a relationship. I just want to have some fun and if you really are o.k with that, we can have some fun together,” Bex told me.
“I’m o.k with that,” I told her.
In truth, I didn’t really know what she meant or how badly I would end up reacting to this open relationship, which these days would be described as fuck buddies, but I didn’t want to risk going back to being a virgin wallflower again.
“So you like cum, then?” Bex said, rather bluntly.
“Well…umm,” I stumbled, in a typically English manner.
“There is nothing you can say or do that will embarrass me or make me feel less of you, Jack,” Bex told me.
“Well, yes, I suppose I do. I don’t know if I’d go so far as to say I actually fancy men, it’s just..” I tried to tell her.
Bex put her finger to my lips.
“You don’t need to offer any explanation. For what it’s worth, I don’t care much for labels. I’ve fucked men and women, Jack. I’m attracted to who I’m attracted to and I don’t see the point in caring about why that is,” Bex told me with a beautiful smile.
This was to be life lesson number one from Bex and even if the relationship was to be short lived, I learned so much from her and I still believe, even twenty years later, that my attitude to sex, love and desire all stems from the short time I spent with this lovely girl.
Bex ran her hands down my body to my morning glory and as she had the night before, she slowly began to stroke my cock.
“I don’t normally like morning sex, but for you, I’ll make an exception,” she told me, before disappearing under the duvet.
Bex took my cock in her mouth with one hand around my cock, and she began squeezing my balls with the other. Her hands slipped down to my arsehole, still lubricated from the night before. With no resistance at all, she pushed two fingers into me. I moved my legs to give her better access. I looked to the floor by the side of the bed to see her disgarded dildo from last night, hoping for a repeat.
Bex had other ideas and making her way up my body, for the first time in my life, my cock slipped into a beautiful wet cunt!
Bex pushed the duvet from her and sat upright over my lap. Her body on display to me for the first time, she looked absolutely incredible. I took here all in, her pale white, freckly skin, her small pink nipples and best of all, her soft curly red haired pubic hair, parted down the middle by my cock pushing into her. It was the most intense feeling of my life, I wanted to devour her. Looking back now, I realise it was stupid to think I could ever share her with anyone else!
“God your balls are fucking massive,” she told me as the bounced up and down on my cock.
She began rubbing her tits, I took that as an invitation and brought my hands up to replace hers.
“Pinch my nipples,” she told me.
I rolled them around in between my finger and thumb, Bex let out a heavy sigh. Bex rubbed her hands over my own chest and began to pinch my own nipples, another first and another incredible feeling. It was at this moment, I realised my nipples were directly connected to my cock and with each pinch Bex gave my nipples, my cock stirred inside her. From this moment on, every time I was going to masturbate, I would need to pinch my nipples!
Bex removed one hand from my nipple and began to rub her clit as she began rocking back and forth on my cock.
“Oh god, fuck me harder,” Bex told me.
I had difficulty moving beneath her but I did my very best to push as hard as possible into her cunt.
“Fuck, that’s it. Squeeze my nipples,” Bex ordered.
“FUCK…I’m cumming,” she screamed.
Bex stopped rocking and began to violently shudder as she sat across me. I remember, with my recently lost virgin naivety that she was having some sort of fit!
It took a good few minutes before Bex regained normal consciousness, all the while she let out small guttural moans as she continued to shake on my cock.
“Fuck, that was good, Jack. Your turn now!” Bex told me.
Bex put both legs up either side of my body, I can only describe it as almost crouching over my cock, with just the head of my cock inside her. Getting comfortable, she began to thrust up and down, banging down hard on cock, as though she was fucking me.
Her hands still resting on my chest, she continued to pinch my nipples and like last night, the wonderful dirty talking started.
“Cum inside my cunt, Jack,” Bex told me.
“Go on baby, shoot your cum inside me,” she continued.
“I want all of it inside me, baby,” she ordered.
The pinching of my nipples became painful and my balls ached from their heavy treatment from Bex but with a grunt, I emptied myself inside of her. Bex stayed on me, with my cock inside her until she could feel my cock subside.
“Is that all of it, baby?” she asked.
“God, yes. I’ve nothing left!” I told her.
“Come down the bed a bit,” she told me, pulling at my waist.
I pushed myself down the bed, off her pillow until I was laid flat down on her bed.
“I think I’ve still got one more inside me, baby,” Bex told me.
I remember wondering how I was going to get hard again to fulfil her desires, but I soon realised I had misunderstood the statement from Bex, as she carefully made her way up my body. Looking down at her cunt and moving carefully so she didn’t spill a drop, she position herself over my face. I could see her cunt glistening, inches from my face.
“So you like the taste of cum then, Jack?” Bex asked, for the second time that morning.
I could smell my cum inside her and wanted to please her more than anything in the world.
“Yes I do,” I told her.
With that, Bex carefully brought her cunt down to my mouth and spreading her legs over either side of my head, her pussy lips opened and my mouth was drenched with the now familiar taste of my own seed.
As I lapped at her pussy, Bex gasped and as she had done on my cock, she began to rock over my face and tongue. Within a few minutes I had swallowed all of the cum from her pussy but continued to suck her clit and pussy until, as demanded, Bex came on my face!
“You really are a special one,” she told me.
I knew that if either of us were special, it was her.
This wasn’t the strangest time spend in her bedroom, the best or worst was yet to come!